versohlt (versohlt) wrote in achingxbeauty,

old and ugly

tried to make an entry earlier. I am new to Live Journal, dont know how to drive it yet....sorry.

I hate me. I am a bit shy about things and havent talked much about this hatred toward me problem with friends or family. no one understands. they tell you 'you'll get over it'. you dont. i havent and have been struggling since i was a kid. i am now 38. im ugly and there isnt anyone who can change that.

I have a crush on a guy at work, i think he is hot. i told him i had a crush on him. i am so embarassed. im old, ugly, dumb, stupid, and childish......
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