hello. I'm 15 years old and fat. I've tried bulimia and i have told myself many mornings that i'm not going to eat. Yet I still find myself eating large amounts of food. I hate this. It's a never ending battle. I just want to be skinny like my friends. No i want to be skinnier then my friends. They eat whatever the hell they want and don't gain weight. it pisses me off. I have an ugly face too. Everything about me disgusts me.