wow, i just read the poem on the community page and it made me so sad. it's so true. i was updating my journal today, and i put desire in my likes. and found you guys. i just start my first relationship ever 7 months ago. and it's really hard. i have a hard time liking me and i often don't understand why my boyfriend does. i am not very good with men, due to my father loving us, but being very scary and often physically abusive. i know he didn't mean it, but am 21 and still afraid of my professors. god, this is making me cry. but i hope to post here more.